Thursday, March 13, 2014

Nature and Destiny of Mankind




The nature and destiny of mankind
Debarshi Dey

The points made in the feature “Growth, Stability and Order in Human Society” by Prof G Venkataraman and published in www.radiosai.org portal can be broadly summarized into:

1.       We are living in a fascinating age where the reach of the ‘machines’ is climbing mind dizzying heights, so much so, soon we think that the human race will become redundant as far as menial repetitive jobs are concerned.

2.       Computerization and automation will soon reach a level, when there will be little room left for humans to do the jobs that they do now.

3.       Capitalism has been the driving force of this rapid process mechanization of modes of production.
4.       To an extent Capitalism has led to better living standards for all, albeit some people profited more than others.

5.       Present avatar of “free market capitalism” is leading to a situation of “winner takes all” leaving only crumbs for the rest. Basically, what it means is that Trickle-down theory is bogus.

6.       “Financial industry” a pivotal institution of the present day “free-market” capitalism, is at best wealth creation by huge risk taking, at worst, it is cheating.

7.       Free-market is the 7-star luxury palace in which kamakrodha, and all their friends live! It is basically giving unhindered free-ride to “greed”.

8.       OF THE 1%, BY THE 1%, FOR THE 1%: The upper 1 percent of Americans are now taking in nearly a quarter of the nation’s income every year. Of all the costs imposed on our society by the top 1 percent, perhaps the greatest is this: the erosion of our sense of identity, in which fair play, equality of opportunity, and a sense of community are so important.

9.   As I view the crass materialism around me, I am reminded of what my mother once told me: “Suffering and deprivation is good for the soul.”
When the end approaches and we look back on our lives, will we regret the latest mobile phone or luxury car we did not acquire?

Or would we prefer to die at peace with ourselves, knowing that we have lived lives filled with love, friendship and goodwill, that we have helped some of our fellow voyagers along the way and that we have tried our best to leave this world a slightly better place than we have found it?

10.   Rampant environmental pollution as a result of Free-market capitalism.

11.   Solution: Gandhiji’sSarvodaya-each of us is a trustee of God and must use whatever gift God has given us to serve God by seeing God in all including lower beings, and Nature

12.   Where Nature is concerned, excessive growth always leads to instability.

13.   Sustainability, stability and order are in some sense inter-related. Translated to the realm of socio-economics, it means that we simply cannot have endless growth and at the same time a stable as well as an ordered society.

14.   There is a higher reason to shun unlimited growth and endless consumption since it is fundamentally contrary to the purpose for which God created humans. Our job is not to grow our desires and fill the pockets of billionaires but to evolve spiritually.

15.   The time has come to not only place socio-economics but indeed all human endeavors, especially in the area of science and technology on a sound moral footing. A good starting point would be to develop a macro-economic model of sarvodaya, especially because sarvodaya would lead to not only economic fairness but also sustainability, both in the social as well as ecological sense. Above all, it would have a moral basis.

My thoughts:

To understand and provide a solution to the list of malaise that ails our civilization, it is imperative we make an effort to understand and analyze the basic nature of human race, the conditions that we finds ourselves in and the deep underlying urges that shape our personality and makes us do what we do. Let us for a moment set aside the ideal image of mankind, the idea of what he should be, and examine what he is in reality.
The human condition, with all its faults and fallacies, has to be understood with empathy and also with sympathy. If it appears that mankind is not in harmony with the rest of Nature, the question that begs for an answer is - why is it so? Lamenting about it or going on a guilt ride will not be very helpful in finding the solutions.

Even if we are not too happy about it, the reality that confronts us can be summarized in the following points:

         i.            Man’s quest to subordinate nature is instinctive and almost uncompromising;
       ii.            the march of technology to encompass ever new possibilities is unstoppable;
      iii.            the  scope of mechanization and automation will only increase with our increasing understanding of how ‘matter’ works in all its myriads of ways;
     iv.            Man’s insatiable thirst for ‘wealth’ is as primordial and universal as a mother’s love for her child.

The love of power and the power of love has been eternally in conflict and it comes out through the vivid stories and tales enshrined in the myths and mythologies of almost all cultures. While the spirit longs for the victory of love, the flesh gives way to the victory of power. And most of us are torn in between.

       v.            Intelligence, skill and opportunity were, are, and will be distributed rather arbitrarily, sometimes with little apparent rhyme or logic. Inequality, it seems is woven in the fabric of the human race!

What are the underlying factors that give shape to the deepest urges and drive the order of things around us?
1.       The human condition is a paradoxical one. In the finite limited body, we are possessed with a mind that is seeking all the time to break through its limitations. Caged in finiteness, it is always in search of the infinite. Isn’t it fascinating that our minds, which are of course matter in its subtlest form, could come up with the idea of ‘infinity’? Be it in our quest for reaching the depths of the oceans or scale the heights of the Alps and the Himalayas, whether we want to enter the impenetrable Amazon rain forest or lay our footprints on the jarred surface of lifeless Mars, whether we want to amass as much wealth as possible, or merge our embodied souls in the ocean of Super-consciousness, all of these are myriad manifestations of the primordial and unquenchable thirst of our little mind for the ‘infinity’. For most of us, exploring the heights of geography or spirituality is too much hard work. So we settle for the relatively easier option, pursuit of ‘things’, symbolized by money, positions of influence and material possessions.

2.       “Greed” though a very fundamental human emotion, is not always the driving power for man’s quest for wealth. Many times we seek wealth as a measure of success and deservedness. I am earning a salary that takes care of my needs. However I am not totally satisfied with it. Not because I am ‘greedy’, but because I think I am worthy of a higher value. This happens because of two things. I compare my worth with my peers and the value they are getting. And because today’s society primarily measures value in terms of one’s monetary worth and end up shaping our self-perception, our aspirations and our place in it!

3.       Another reason why men, as it were, get lost in their quest for ‘wealth’ is alienation. Increasingly we are living in a world where we are getting alienated from our surroundings and getting alone in spite of the overwhelming connectedness brought about by technology. There is a gaping hole in our lives which only gets larger with every passing day. We travel to far-off cities to study and work, we seldom meet our relatives and families around whom we grew up, and we can hardly find a friend to whom we can bare our soul. The culture which had nourished so many previous generations of ours, we find little connection to it any longer. Severed from the roots we float about as individuals and disconnected agents. Money, wealth and things become a convenient way to fill up that gaping hole. The higher we go up the ladder, the more isolated it gets, and more we want to substitute the connections we have lost with money, exotic travels and consumer goods.

4.       For much of the thousands of years the race of homo-sapiens have inhabited this blue planet, it has been at the mercy of Mother Nature. The story of his survival in the face of almost impossible odds of disease, deprivation and deadly animals, is indeed a fascinating story of the unbeatable human spirit! In many parts of the world for most of history, we learnt to co-opt with the laws and rules of Mother Nature, understanding them rather intuitively. Our relationship to Mother Nature was one of awe, wonder and fear. But things started changing since the Age of Enlightenment in Europe. Over the centuries, most of the mysterious laws of Mother Nature lay revealed, and we found ourselves able to manipulate them to the extent that we no longer had to submit to Her whims and fancies unquestioningly or ‘superstitiously’. Cholera along with small-pox and many other diseases were no longer a “Divine retribution”. Thunderstorms and Earth-quakes were no longer “divine” phenomenon. The deep and profound atomic and cellular mysteries were demystified to the extent that we can now play around with them harnessing their power to make tools and machines that remained outside the pale of human imagination even a few decades ago. While it is true that even as the frontiers of science and reason is galloping at an unimaginable pace, bringing more and more territory under its purview, new mysteries and new questions are emerging perhaps at an even faster rate! But for the common man, unperturbed by the unsolved mysteries or paradoxical implications of latest findings of Science and Nature, the ever widening sphere of Science has come as a blessing! Not only did it help him get over the vagaries of Mother Nature in a significant way, but it has also empowered him like never before! Geography began to lose its relevance. Time and space, for good or for bad, is also losing its erstwhile sanctity. Many of the deadly diseases lie banished. So many men had never lived for so many years ever before. Though the occasional fury of Mother Nature expressed through tsunamis, tornadoes and fierce floods takes us off balance and shows us our place in the scheme of things, we overcome the shock soon enough, dust ourselves and get up and get going. However much we might feel guilty of this urge to subordinate Mother Nature, driven by our unputdownable urge to exist and prosper, we cannot deny it. Deep within ourselves we know, in spite of our recent successes, that we still remain highly vulnerable to Mother Nature’s forces. The impressions of history lie buried deep within us, almost organically. Hence we are all the more anxious to win this battle! If we have tasted recent success, though not unalloyed and perfect, it has only emboldened us for more! 

5.       Automation and mechanization can be reviled. But it too cannot be wished away. The human race is a creature of the mind as much of the flesh. Right from the invention of the wheel to the invention of the supersonic jet and with everything in between, man has been tireless and relentless in his endeavor to make his life easier. If there is anything that can be done by a machine, it will be done by a machine. Even if it comes at the cost of jobs of a vast number of people. Do we need to be weary of this? I don’t think so. At one time, before the invention of electric fan, we have seen pictures of lanky dark boys of the colonial era, pushing and pulling the large swinging fans hanging from the ceiling. Those jobs were gone once the Electric fans came into vogue. This is true for almost all the machines we now have around us – they now do the job which at some point of time were done by human beings! Similarly, most of the jobs that we prize now, which requires little imagination and innovation, will (and not might) be done by sophisticated machines tomorrow.  This is the reality and it cannot be changed! What can be done about it? We will explore that later!

6.       Inequality is another inherent fact of human condition. We are and will remain deeply unequal in almost all aspects and dimensions. In matters of physical constitution and prowess, intellectual abilities, in matters of resource and opportunity, cultural and historical heritage, parentage and nurture, and also in our ‘spiritual quotient’, we see that there has been a perhaps a cruel arbitrariness in their distribution among the human race. This unbelievable variation in our built, make-up and destiny is hardly seen in any other species! We may explain this away with metaphysical concepts like Karma and Divine Providence- but it does not mollify or take away the harsh reality of how iniquitous and non-egalitarian human fate is. As mankind progresses towards more abilities and capabilities, it is only natural that the “intelligent” and better-placed ones will benefit more from them, and might even exploit the relatively weaker sections for their “self-interest” as they perceive it. Again this is almost an irreversible trend in human affairs, to the justified consternation of many of us. But we will accomplish little if we deny the naked truths of the human condition. On the contrary, once we accept and embrace the reality, can we find a way to work on it and come up with solutions that are not only idealistic and desirable, but achievable and in tune with human nature.

7.       “Free-market capitalism” to the dismay of many of us, is becoming the default economic system of our planet. Though there are countries and communities, which are still holding on to other forms of economies (like much of Latin America, Iran, etc.), the spread and extent of “free-market” capitalism is getting wider and wider. In spite of its many evident failures, as rightly pointed out by ever so many eminent Economists, it is still not only relevant, but is being adopted by increasing number of nations, primarily because there are no credible alternative to it. Communism and Socialism of the 19th and 20th century has been a cruel joke and was rightly discarded by most of humanity after some very costly flirtations with these ideas. But before we critique the system of “free-market capitalism”, let us try to understand the source of its strength.

The features of Free-market capitalism that deeply appeals the human psyche are namely-

-the promise of freedom and fairness,
-the legitimacy of individual aspiration and
-a promise of a better future solely dependent on one’s initiative and enterprise.

In spite of its follies and failures, its setbacks are seen to be aberrations, which right “regulations” can set right. Rather amazingly it feeds on the self-perception of the “individual ego”, where the individual is the sole sovereign. Also in modern science and in the culture of reason and rationality it finds a loyal ally! 

No other alternative system has been able to reflect and connect with the psychology of the human mind in the last few centuries as has the idea of Free Market Economy. Hence, in spite of the fiercest criticisms and manifest failures, it never ceases in getting its takers. So much so, some want to sugar coat it with the term “Compassionate Capitalism”, if only to salvage their sense of guilt.

Now let us ponder on how we can make the best of the situation we find ourselves in? Is it really that bleak? Can we do better than only complain and cry foul? Can we find in it hidden possibilities? Without asking impossible things of the human nature, understanding the deeper urges that shape human decisions, can we seek to change our perception of things and see a new reality emerge?

1.       Moral exhortation can only help so much in our effort to loosen the suffocating grip of pursuit of money and wealth. But an increasing and unbiased understanding of what money is and how social mores shape our desires and aspirations can go a long way in doing just that. I am not an economist, but using my commonsense, I see that “money” is the most successful abstract symbol ever created by humanity. Its universal worship is the biggest of all superstitions we have ever witnessed! But alas! So few of us actually see money for what it really is, including many of the Economists and policy makers! Even in the best of situations, the money value we attach to anything is a crude way to find out its exchange value in the market in a given context! I often wonder that one can buy a copy of the life-transforming Bhagawad Gita for Rs 50 while a movie ticket at one of the city multiplexes is worth Rs 200!  That is, going by the market price, the eternal message of the Lord is only a quarter of the ‘value’ of the latest Bollywood flick! Unless we give up our fixations on money values and understand that “worth” is seldom reflected correctly by the rupee value stamped on it, much of our blinkered vision and our near pathological obsession with money will not be corrected. To bring our hang-over with ‘money’ within reasonable limits we must make a concerted effort to stop confusing ‘price’ with ‘value’.

2.       Man is inherently aspirational. He is never fully satisfied with his present condition, whether physical or metaphysical. His life is a ceaseless saga of trying to get over his sense of discontentment. He has to live for something bigger than himself. There have been numerous occasions in the distant past, in the not so distant past and in the present times, when we have seen intelligent people pursuing an aspiration other than that of narrow and ruthless personal ambition! It might be a political ideal, a battle for social justice or an endeavor to achieve spiritual heights. There are many examples when individuals have chartered a path different from the ones which could have made them ‘materially’ richer. If we want to free man from being besieged by the self-defeating pursuit of wealth and ambition, we have to offer him alternative ideals that are worth striving for, that are achievable and that are in sync with his mental makeup.

3.       Wealth creation is an inevitable economic process. It is not only a legitimate human ambition but it also enhances social interaction and is a productive way to express human ingenuity. While it is true that trickle-down theory of capitalism has failed to live up to its promise, and the chasm between the rich and the poor has widened almost everywhere, this trend is somewhat paradoxical if not untenable. Ultimately, the big guys will have to manufacture service or goods that should have a large enough market of consumers to keep their wealth growing. It is in the ultimate interest of the big guys to have a distribution of resources so that the markets of consumers do not shrink. What it will perhaps translate to is we will have a situation when the gap between the rich and the poor will increase, but the relatively poor of future generations will still be better off than the relatively poor of previous generations. While market forces will take care of this macro-economic feature, society and thought leaders should inculcate in the uber-rich a spirit of social contract. There have been examples of such successful and generous entrepreneurs in different cultures, communities and times. In fact going in the future we should create a culture of this social responsibility among successful people, not only because it is good to be so, but because it is ultimately in their own “self-interest”. As a society, we need to give more premium to moral reputation and upright character, than sheer professional success. The wealthy people should not be taken on a guilt ride, but should be exposed to the higher joys of life.

4.        Another assumption we have about ourselves, especially when we consider an economic model is that we are driven by rational self-interest. However, it is becoming increasingly clear, that we are not as “rational” as we would like to consider ourselves. What really matters to us is emotional well-being. What matters to us is to have a meaningful existence. To be connected to our surrounding. To be loved an appreciated. And in a complicated and confused way, we collated all these distinct urges of the human mind and soul under the guise of rationality and sought to fulfill them in terms of wealth and money. To wean man away from the maddening turf of mindless completion, his emotional and spiritual dimension needs to be nurtured and social and cultural conditions created where one can openly recognize and respond to one’s emotional and spiritual needs, just as today’s society constantly re-affirms and re-enforces our material and sensual needs .

5.       A major assumption under which we operate today is that we are the masters of our fate. That we are solely responsible for the decisions and choices we make. But new research and findings of our cognitive abilities are shedding new light in this area and making us aware that it is far more complicated than we earlier thought. Many of our “conscious” decisions actually spring from our unconscious baggage, over which we have little control. Many of our actions are also driven by the evolutionary urges, cleverly giving us the illusion of being in charge and operating under “free-will”! This is the trick Nature plays on us, and we are almost all the time willing participants to this. In the Bhagawad Gita, Arjuna almost helplessly asks the Lord, impelled by what does man commit mistakes, as if possessed by some invisible power. The Lord answered poignantly that it is because of inordinate desire and anger (BG 3.36-3.37). But isn’t it Nature working out its destiny by implanting “desire” in Man’s heart? It is critical to understand why we behave the way we do to come up with a way to change course and make amend. The truth is, most of us, in our present level of consciousness or state of mind, is under the sway of forces far more powerful than we realize. Much of the things we do, we do it thinking it’s our choice, while the truth is most of us are for most of the time actually puppets in the hands of invisible and invincible forces! This is a radical idea with far reaching implications. Unless we accept this fundamental facet of our condition, it will be impossible to bring about any meaningful alteration in the way we behave.

6.       Increasing automation should not be only seen as a curse or evil. Automation and rapid mechanization is often perceived as an alarming trend. Alarming it might be, but it cannot be wished away. Whether we like it or not, the clock will not be turned back. It is true that increasing mechanization will perhaps take us further away from the rhythm and harmony of Mother Nature, it might lead us to further alienation. It might also lead us to zones (as the concept of Singularity proposes) which we haven’t yet thought of. But if we cannot change it and have to live with it, how do we make the best of it? For one, the fear of people losing jobs to machines should not be one of complete concern. In fact it might be turned into a huge opportunity for mankind to finally invest in things which actually makes human life worthwhile! Let the computers of tomorrow do the job of chartered accountants, even as we solve the problems of cancer and consciousness! The creative and imaginative faculty is unique to humans. However majority of men and women immersed in unthinking, repetitive and tedious work finds little time and opportunity to adequately manifest his or her creative faculties! If all the drudgery can be done by machines, if the necessities of food, clothing and housing can be taken care of mostly by the machines, we as human race can finally get time to make something truly worthwhile in keeping with the possibilities inherent in us! The more active among us can take up sports more ardently, we can have many more expert musicians and creative performers among us, the more thoughtful among us can devote more time to critical and creative thinking shedding light on intractable mysteries, many more of us can investigate more deeply into the spiritual mysteries that lie hidden inside us that can be revealed only by sincere sadhana. Of course all these will not happen just if we have more machines, but definitely if we think on these lines, if we do not lament the increasing trend in automation but see the opportunities concealed in that reality, we can define a path for us that will take us there!

7.        Finally the question of morality. The ultimate morality is in recognizing our innate humanity. If our myths and mythologies, the lives of Avatars and enlightened Masters, say one thing unabashedly and u hesitatingly, it is that the human race, at the end of the day is a riddle wrapped in enigma! What is right and moral today, might become wrong and immoral tomorrow. The framework of right and wrong, just and unjust are hardly constant across different cultures and times. In this ever changing chimera of moral compass, how do we ascertain what is right and what is wrong? Even when everything changes, and there is nothing absolute to hold on to, there is one thing which remains constant, through all time and space. It is Love. The shepherd of Nazareth told us to love one another as we love ourselves. That is the fundamental essence of all morality. And to be truly able to love another, we have to first learn to love ourselves. Unless our own cup is filled with the wine of contentment, how can we share it with others? And what is Love if not complete understanding and unconditional embracing of the beloved? We have to embrace, accept and understand ourselves as we are, not as we should be. Because it is only when we understand ourselves as we are, we become conscious of our weaknesses. And when we are cognizant of our limitations, can we make an effort to transcend them and finally reclaim our Divine heritage, which we have almost lost sight of!



Monday, November 25, 2013

THAT-THOU-ART idea cannot be made simpler!




















"Where did the world come from?"
"Why did God make the world?"
"Where was I before I was born?"
"Where do people go when they die?"


"There was never a time when the world began, because it goes

round and round like a circle, and there is no place on a circle where it begins. Look at my watch, which tells the time; it goes round, and so the world repeats itself again and again. But just as the hour-hand of the watch goes up to twelve and down to six, so, too, there is day and night, waking and sleeping, living and dying, summer and winter. You can't have any one of these without the other, because you wouldn't be able to know what black is unless you had seen it side-by-side with white, or white unless side-by-side with black.

"In the same way, there are times when the world is, and times when it isn't, for if the world went on and on without rest for ever and ever, it would get horribly tired of itself. It comes and it goes. Now you see it; now you don't. So because it doesn't get tired of itself, it always comes back again after it disappears. It's like your breath: it goes in and out, in and out, and if you try to hold it in all the time you feel terrible. It's also like the game of hide-and-seek, because it's always fun to find new ways of hiding, and to seek for someone who doesn't always hide in the same place.


"God also likes to play hide-and-seek, but because there is nothing

outside God, he has no one but himself to play with. But he gets over this difficulty by pretending that he is not himself. This is his way of hiding from himself. He pretends that he is you and I and all the people in the world, all the animals, all the plants, all the rocks, and all the stars. In this way he has strange and wonderful adventures, some of which are terrible and frightening. But these are just like bad dreams, for when he wakes up they will disappear.

"Now when God plays hide and pretends that he is you and I, he does it so well that it takes him a long time to remember where and how he hid himself. But that's the whole fun of it—just what he wanted to do.


He doesn't want to find himself too quickly, for that would spoil the

game. That is why it is so difficult for you and me to find out that we are God in disguise, pretending not to be himself. But when the game has gone on long enough, all of us will wake up, stop pretending, and remember that we are all one single Self—the God who is all that there is and who lives for ever and ever.

"Of course, you must remember that God isn't shaped like a person.

People have skins and there is always something outside our skins. If there weren't, we wouldn't know the difference between what is inside and outside our bodies. But God has no skin and no shape because there isn't any outside to him.

The inside and the outside of God are the same. And though I have been talking about God as 'he' and not 'she,' God isn't a man or a woman. I didn't say 'it' because we usually say 'it' for things that aren't alive.


"God is the Self of the world, but you can't see God for the same

reason that, without a mirror, you can't see your own eyes, and you
certainly can't bite your own teeth or look inside your head. Yourself is that cleverly hidden because it is God hiding.

"You may ask why God sometimes hides in the form of horrible

people, or pretends to be people who suffer great disease and pain.
Remember, first, that he isn't really doing this to anyone but himself.

Remember, too, that in almost all the stories you enjoy there have to be bad people as well as good people, for the thrill of the tale is to find out how the good people will get the better of the bad. It's the same as when we play cards. At the beginning of the game we shuffle them all into a mess, which is like the bad things in the world, but the point of the game is to put the mess into good order, and the one who does it best is the winner. Then we shuffle the cards once more and play again, and so it goes with the world."


-Alan Watts (On the Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are)

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Lincoln









Yesterday I watched Steven Spielberg’s “Lincoln”. The film mainly dramatized the events leading to the passing of the historic, perhaps even radical 13th Amendment to the Constitution of the United States- the Emancipation Proclamation. And the extraordinary leadership that Lincoln provided in that point of inflexion of American, if not human history.

The film was an experience in the grimy dealings in politics and in passionately following one’s belief in the face of insurmountable odds. But above all, it was a story about the inherent nobility of the human spirit. A human spirit that has perhaps a visceral and timeless urge towards justice and fairness, and even if a millenia of prejudice and imploding social, historical and economic conditions pulls him away from that kernel of truth buried deep within his spirit, ultimately the truth manages to express itself!

It is but rarely that history blesses us with a man or a woman of such unbelievable character and sublime spirit. 

The overwhelming impact and the all-encompassing influence they have on the course of history is so astoundingly profound, that soon we become inured to the changed reality and it seems almost natural and self-evident. And we soon forget what extra-human effort and character went into making this altered reality happen.  

 That All men are created equal and that “negroes” are men as well, of flesh, blood, and perhaps a soul too, just like the “Whites” or the “yellows” or the “browns”, who would even think of disputing it today? In fact, in all likelihood, it is now almost impossible to understand how little more than a century ago,  the otherwise sensible and intelligent men and women found this plain and simple truth of basic human equality so nigh impossible to grasp and act on?

But if it not were for men like Lincoln, perhaps this self-evident truth that we talk so glibly about today, would have remained shrouded in layers of prejudice and darkness of ignorance! And perhaps we would not even be aware of our himalayan folly!

Sometimes I wonder, is it these amazing, almost impossible personalities who leave their indelible footprint in annals of time, and fundamentally alter the course of history? Or is it Time that props up such extraordinary character in the canvass of life, to fulfill the inevitable demands of destiny? 

Whatever it is, it is to these men, it is to these events, it is to these achievements of the human spirit, which stands out in the otherwise mediocrity, even pettiness of everyday existence, that points out, even if too briefly, to the nobility,to the inner strength and beauty, to the pinnacle of purity- that the human spirit is capable of achieving. And we remain forever indebted to these impossible men and women, for giving us a glimpse of our hidden potentialities. For reassuring us that it is possible to raise ourselves above our surroundings.

Sunday, December 23, 2012

The Mango People of the Banana Republic is Angry!






This outburst of rage at the India gate- is it a passing weekend revolution or a manifestation of a deeper anger and frustration with the administration? 

I personally think that more than the particular horrific incidence of rape that took place, the profound anguish, angst and resentment is over the perceived sense of callousness and inaction from the political class and breakdown of the security and administrative system for the “common man”. 

People are mad that the Police and government is only to serve the "rich" and the "powerful", and cares little of the "aam aadmi".

And the "Aam aadmi” here is the angry, agitated, aggrieved, aggressive urban and semi-urban middle class

With its sense of empowerment born of economic prosperity and technological tools of internet, electronic media and social networking sites, the “Aam Aadmi” have decided that the time to defer to the non-performing political establishment is perhaps up and over. It is ready to confront the system.

Will the political class finally wake up to this "awakened" urban middle class reality?

It is also very important that sooner rather than later, this awakened middle class realizes that the tens of  millions still outside the purview and privilege of being called "middle class" is also closely watching all that is happening and time is not far when they will feel empowered too. 

So far the middle class has by and large kept itself disconnected from these teeming millions of Indians in the hinterlands, still by and large untouched with the economic prosperity and technological revolution. 

Will it remain as insensitive, aloof and self-serving, caring only about its own class, with  almost no engagement with the 80% of Indians subsisting on less than Rs 20 per day, as the political class exhibits its arrogance and dis-engagement with the city bred “Aam Aadmi”?

http://www.aajeevika.in/studies/understanding-poverty/1-arjun-sengupta-paper.pdf

When there is a similar outrage at the India gate and the Rajpath by smart English speaking college students and smart techies braving water canons and tear-gas shells, not only when a 23 year old Delhite medical student is gang-raped, but also  when a poor 5 year old girl is brutally raped in some distant district of Bidar, we will know that this much required connect is happening.

But sadly, from all that it seems, we the “Aam Aadmi” are too self-obsessed with little time for those outside our social and economic class. 

http://articles.timesofindia.indiatimes.com/2012-12-20/hyderabad/35933290_1_bidar-hulsoor-water-cannons

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

A whisper of prayer...





Oh!  My most Beloved!
How do I keep the flame of Love burning for You-
Day and Night,
When times are dark or bright…

I know You are the Lord of my heart.
I know deep within You are me!
Not the body, not the mind,
Nor the intellect, neither the senses blind.

But the essence that is I.

Desires deep, cravings and anger,
Oh Beloved! How do I cross the river of life fraught with danger?
How do I forget everything and immerse myself in You?
How do I remain connected forever,
And have You always in my view?


12.12.12.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

One year at Novartis.




Exactly a year ago I started my journey with Novartis. When I look back at my life now, I can see that I can divide it, though not always very neatly, into different phases and compartments. My employment at Novartis is certainly one of them.



Working at Novartis has been a special experience not only because it is my first corporate experience, but also because it brought me back to my country. After living for six years in the US, I was again back in India, to be submerged in its sea of humanity and be a part of the 21st century Indian dreams and aspirations.



Working at Novartis over the last few months I got to observe closely and also learn the discipline, demands and distinctiveness of the corporate culture. I understood that at most times appearance counts as much if not more than the substance. Among others, these last twelve months impressed on me specially the value of timelines, the worth of crisp communications, and more interestingly the shrinking of geographical distance. The effortlessness with which we are integrated to our colleagues located at Basel, Switzerland and New Jersey, USA, geography seems almost to be a  deception.



There is also a congeniality in the atmosphere of the workspace. The employees, most of them young, confident and self-assured, look more or less happy and content from what it appears, though during crunch times some tension is perceptible too. The café is a colorful, and at times also a cheerful place, though I cannot claim to be completely satisfied with the taste of the food on all days. Perhaps my Bengali taste buds are still far away from making peace with the South Indian spices.



One of the best things about working at Novartis is the new friends I have made, and the old friends with whom I have had a chance to reconnect. The last few months have been personally rocky for me. Surely my friends and colleagues have helped me in cruising over the internal waves of confusion and conflict in a considerable way.



But among all the good things, one thing that worries me is the disconnect that slowly but surely creeps in with working from a sanitized high rise with wide glass walls. Standing at the edge of our seventh floor wall, sometimes when I look out at the expansive contours of the city, I wonder, am I not slowly getting sucked up into the bubble of a soft comfortable lifestyle and a superficial corporate culture, separated from the seething, swelling, swaying mass of an overwhelming majority of my countrymen? The globalized workspace and the demands of the corporate job, is it not taking me away from my Indian roots in an imperceptible way? Am I not slowly falling in the groove of the upwardly mobile Indian middle class, and in my aspiration for a successful and secured professional life, am I not bartering away the spirit of adventure and exploration that I cherished in my youthful heart? 


The picture of a fluttering tricolor on the ramparts of the Red Fort, covering an entire wide wall of the corridor on the seventh floor, helps in no way in letting the old embers die down.




Thursday, July 19, 2012

How do I overcome bitterness?





Ask me how it feels to have someone grievously wrong you! How your inner-self wrenches with bile every time you think of the other person’s willful wickedness! What a disgusting bitter taste it leaves in your mouth every time you go over the unacceptable, and also sometimes heinous ways of a supposedly “loved” one! And how your mind is constantly preoccupied with the constant chatter of it all, a never-ending conversation with that invisible but ever present “adversary”, where how much ever you express your inner rage, it hardly succeeds in taking the heaviness off your heart! It is indeed a pitiable condition, when you stand helpless and weary, unwittingly letting your nemesis and the situation win over you. Is there anything that can be done about it? Or are we condemned to this hopeless misery either till things change to the satisfaction of our ego, or we drop down devastated?


This is not an intellectual proposition for me. But this is something I am having to deal with on a daily basis, for the last few months. This is not to detail the personal circumstances that put me in this situation, but an effort to express, as well as, explore the lessons I have learnt and also learning, almost every day, as I am dealing with the mess that I find myself in.


1. First of all let us admit, that we are emotional creatures. We are constantly looking for love and affection from the people around us. While in most of our dealings and interaction with others, we form opinions, pass judgment, feel good or bad, about all the impressions we pick up in our daily interactions, we hardly find time or reason to look within. To introspect. Apart from an occasional and fleeting sense of guilt or contrition, when we have really not put forward the best in us in our dealings, we remain more or less oblivious of our own attitude and shortcomings vis-à-vis  others. In seeking love, affection and approval, we forget that we have to return them in equal measure. I think this is the first lesson I have learnt from this episode. To look within. To ask myself where could I have done better. To pause and consider, have I sought to give as much as I was eager to receive? Once we understand and accept that though  most of the filth thrown at us have been undeserving, nonetheless it has provided me an opportunity to do some serious introspection. If nothing else, the stillness achieved from being introspective, endows us with a little more poise, a little more control over our impulsive and unruly emotions, especially when we are confronting such a volatile situation.


2. If the first thing we should do when we feel bitter is to be a little considerate to the other party, the second things is we should be compassionate to ourselves! Being bitter and enraged is an act of violence we commit against ourselves, little realizing that in this way we are being accomplice to the very adversary’s intention to rile us. If somebody is trying to hurt us, the best reaction we can offer is to refuse to feel hurt! Agreed it is much easier said than done, but here it is our own peace and well-being which is at stake! Why should we fall for a knee-jerk reaction of being smothered by negative emotions? What about being defiant and being in control? 


3. Now that we are in control, let us try to understand what is it that  lies behind this almost visceral feeling of bitterness? It comes from a feeling of unmet expectation – a behavior from some “loved” one that was completely “unexpected” and “unwarranted”. How could he/she behave like this to me! This is the underlying feeling of all bitterness! The more emotionally invested we are in a person, the more power we give that person to hurt us. And if unfortunately, there grows an estrangement between us and them, the first reaction is bitterness! Once we realize that it is our own expectation, it is our own investment, that has in the first place conferred on the other person the power to hurt us, we will realize that just as we have given, we are completely capable of taking away that power from them! Give up your expectations, accept that it was a foolishness to have invested emotionally in that person, make him/her unimportant to you! Once we have cut the size of that person to that she/he really deserves, we will realize much of the intensity of anger and bitterness gone! Though in all truthfulness, a lingering anguish will remain. But we can deal with it, ain’t we?


4. Once we have successfully shrunk the space that the person occupied in our minds (and in our hearts), the feeling of liberation and lightness will be all over us. Soon we will realize that the entire episode has been a blessing in disguise, giving us an opportunity to correct and reorient our priorities. If someone has wronged us, and if after our introspection we are convinced that there has been no legitimate reason for her/him to have behaved with us the way she/he had, it’s all the more better that by her/his act they have offered us a glimpse of their nature and intentions with regard to us. And now that we are aware of it, why not feel liberated and free, that we will have little reason to deal and interact with such people for all days to come? Life is expansive. There lies a lot in this wide world to explore and enjoy! Why get constrained, restricted, mired into something wholly undesirable? When this understanding really deepens, we will suddenly feel blessed that we are free again, and not caught up into an undeserving narrowness.


“Whatever happens, happens for good”. There are not many clichés as this one that irritates and infuriates me more. What a dumb way of accepting things lying down! It offers a dangerous sentiment which has the potentiality to sap away our inherent vitality. Many things happen in our lives, which are definitely not good! Why not accept it and face them boldly? But just as true it is, it is also a fact, that whatever happens we have the power and strength to choose how to react to them, and in a way make the most out of them! This is one life we have got. Why not live it in our terms without letting anybody else control it?